I was your sailor; your demon; your lover; your overbearing
Best friend hoping for some attention
I saw through your automatic heartache, now I know
That love is as love was; it’s downhill from here
Should I run a million miles away from every memory of you?
Let that be a lesson to me
Think not with my heart but with my head.
No I never really had it in me, did I, did I?
No I never really had it in me, did I?
No I never really had it in me, did I, did I, did I?
I was your mattress, your armchair, your TV, your everlasting
Talk show host, mouthing “baby, you’re wonderful”
I fell under your control, switch on switch off, robotic
And I lost every ounce of myself
Should I run a million miles away from every memory of you?
Let that be a lesson to me
Think not with my heart but with my head.
No I never really had it in me, did I, did I?
No I never really had it in me, did I?
No I never really had it in me, did I, did I, did I?
No I never really had it in me, did I, did I?
No I never really had it in me, did I?
No I never really had it in me, did I, did I, did I?
I was your sailor; your demon; your lover; your overbearing
Best friend hoping for some attention
credits
from Demos,
released May 30, 2014
Written and produced by Autoheart
supported by 5 fans who also own “The Sailor Song (Demo)”
What do I say? I love Amanda. She's inspirational, not just her music but her whole personality! This album is fun, serious, heartwarming and inspirational spacehawk.mp3
Thirteen previously unreleased songs from NYC acts like Half Waif and Shilpa Ananth to raise money for New Yorkers in need. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 1, 2020
A nostalgic record full of ambling rhythms, vivid imagery, and cotton-soft melodies tapped out on an ever-present ’70s synth-organ hybrid. Bandcamp Album of the Day Nov 11, 2021
supported by 5 fans who also own “The Sailor Song (Demo)”
This album is single-handedly getting me through my seasonal depression. Captures the energy of the season perfectly, and with a nice hopeful message to remind myself to keep going. <33 redrevelry