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1. |
The Other Side
00:34
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2. |
Into The Woods
04:44
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Little living thing, slowly flickering
Whirling in the camera
Perfecting my face
I’m in my happy place
I’m in awe of me, captured candidly
Keeping up with everyone
When I act this way
I’m like a bird of prey
Into the woods I go
Into the woods I go
Sometimes when I’m going under
I feel drunk and close my eyes
and the darkness is a comfort,
for a while I feel fine, I feel fine
And occasionally, fluttering briefly
I remember who I was
With my water gun
shooting up at the sun
Live my life online, spend most of my time
With my hand upon my chest
Scrolling avidly
through vivid images
Into the woods I go
Into the woods I go
Sometimes when I’m going under
I feel drunk and close my eyes
and the darkness is a comfort
for a while I feel fine, I feel fine
I feel fine, I feel fine
With insight I’ll rewrite
My history to make it right
I’m hopeful, I’m certain
I won’t be always hurting
With insight I’ll rewrite
My history to make it right
I’m hopeful, I’m certain
I won’t be always hurting
I feel fine,
I feel fine, I feel fine
I feel fine, I feel fine
I feel fine, I feel fine
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3. |
I Know That He Loves Me
04:08
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I’ve been caught up in a whirlwind
I’ve been livin’ in a dream
And I’m losing all perspective
Nothing’s ever what it seems
But I know that he loves me
I know that he loves me back
I’ve been trippin’ over laces
And stumblin’ my words
Every move is ungracious
To the point of absurd
But I know that he wants me
I know that he wants me back
During the darkest of blues
That I am trying to fight
I look up to the ceiling
Unravel inside
On the edge of imploding
He surrounds me with light
And he acts like a sedative
All through the night
And I know that he loves me
I know that he loves me
He comes and he goes
But I know that he loves me
I know that he loves me
Yes I know that he loves me
He’s here then he’s gone
But I know that he loves me
When he comes around
My feet don’t touch the ground
(I know that he loves me! I know that he loves me!)
(I know that he loves me! I know that he loves me!)
I’ve been sittin’ in the darkness
And rockin’ in my chair
I’ve been seein’ apparitions
Embodyin’ despair
But I know that he’s got me
I know that he’s got my back
I’ve been everywhere and nowhere
By belittlin’ myself
So, I say a little prayer
To serenity and health
And I know that he loves me
I know that he loves me back
And when I’m losin’ the plot
And overthinkin’ it all
And my resilience falters
I know who to call
In these moments of madness
He knows just what to do
My salvation, my pick-me-up
The voodoo he do
I know that he loves me
I know that he loves me
He comes and he goes
But I know that he loves me
I know that he loves me
Yes I know that he loves me
He’s here then he’s gone
But I know that he loves me
When he comes around
My feet don’t touch the ground
I come alive, I come alive
Tell me, what is it like when you’re runnin’ around all the clouds at night
With the moonlight beatin’ hard on your skin
And the wind blowin’ through the cobwebs of your mind
Tell me, what is it like when you’re runnin’ around all the clouds at night
With the moonlight beatin’ hard on your skin
And the wind blowin’ through the cobwebs of your mind
Tell me, what is it like when you’re runnin’ around all the clouds at night
With the moonlight beatin’ hard on your skin
And the wind blowin’ through the cobwebs of your mind
Tell me, what is it like when you’re runnin’ around all the clouds at night
With the moonlight beatin’ hard on your skin
And the wind blowin’ through the cobwebs of your mind
(I know that he loves me! I know that he loves me!)
(He’ll be runnin’ around, he’ll be runnin’ around)
(He’ll be runnin’ around all the clouds at night)
(I know that he loves me! I know that he loves me!)
(Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
(I know that he loves me- loves me- loves me- loves me)
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4. |
Time Machine
04:59
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Every now and then I think of you
I think of all the things we’d do
Drinking Diamond White and Malibu
And then when it run out, Taboo
We would stay up late and fool around
Caught up in deep and meaningfuls
I told you things I’d never told myself
I grew up right in front of you
I forgive you, forget me
That’s just how it’s meant to be
My nostalgic time machine
Transporting me back to you (and you to me)
Voices
Seven of them inside of me
Each requiring autonomy, autonomy
Hostage
Trapped forever in a prism
Nothing’s truly ever what it seems
Every now and then I think of you
Nirvana playing in your room
“Choking on the ashes of her enemy”
You'd sing out of tune
“I’m not like them but I can pretend”
You would often say to me
And I knew exactly what you meant
We could never be completely free
I forgive you, forget me
That’s just how it’s meant to be
My nostalgic time machine
Transporting me back to you
(And you to me and me to you and you to me)
Voices
Seven of them inside of me
Each requiring autonomy, autonomy
Hostage
Trapped forever in a pris
Nothing’s truly ever what it seems
Took a little time to be without you
Musicality - it nearly left me
We were intertwined like fire and water
The reason I was shook - because of you
You took all my yearning and all of my hunger
I was like a child without a mother
I can’t forget the cassettes
That you made for me everyday
I mistook your sad look
For the end, maybe I was too hasty
Voices
Seven of them inside of me
Each requiring autonomy, autonomy
Hostage
Trapped forever in a prism
Nothing’s truly ever what it seems
Every now and then I think of you
I think of all the things we’d do
Every now and then I think of you
I think of all the things we’d do
My nostalgic time machine
Transporting me back to you
My nostalgic time machine
Transporting me back to you (and you to me)
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5. |
Hellbent ft. Keziah
03:55
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It’s never easy when you’re lying still
Frozen panic shapes the way I feel
It’s not a spirit but I’m paralysed
From the neck down, I’m so unsatisfied
Got to find a way to leave the darkness in the past
Blue black magic
What I need is something strong enough to bring me back
Blue black Magic
It’s never easy, every passing year
Life gets harder for this balladeer
I could whisper to the gods’ above
But they won’t answer cos I’ve been faking love
I don’t know why I am always in another world
Blue black magic
‘Cos reasons come and go but lovers never leave the soul
Blue Black Magic
Hellbent, hellbent, hellbent
(Don’t wanna be)
Hellbent, hellbent, hellbent
(Don’t wanna be)
Hellbent
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6. |
Bent
00:37
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7. |
Perestroika
02:10
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8. |
Look Up, Look Up
05:13
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There’s something deep inside of me
It lingers and it presses hard
A tidal wave that never catches breath
The end is just the start
And now I don’t know what to do
I’m not able to do bad things
Don’t surround myself with desperados
And even though my strategy
is just to see the bigger picture
All the while, I’m mystified
It’s not right of you to do what you’ve done to me
It is criminal
I am struggling to see
So, tell it to me slowly, tell it to me slowly
It’s not fair of you to do what you’ve done to me
It is arbitrary
I am covered in deceit
So, break it to me slowly, break it to me slowly
Look up, look up
I keep falling
Look up, look up
I keep falling
Look up, look up
I keep falling down
Last night I dreamt that you and I
We’re still in love, emulsified
And when I woke an emptiness
Took over me like nothing else
A bitter pill for me to take
Forgive my need for absolution
I know I’m not the one who’s done wrong
Oh clemency you come to me
For being foolish, being weak
I need to gain control of this
It’s not right of you to do what you’ve done to me
It is criminal
I am struggling to see
So, tell it to me slowly, tell it to me slowly
It’s not fair of you to do what you’ve done to me
It is arbitrary
I am covered in deceit
So, break it to me slowly, break it to me slowly
Look up, look up
I keep falling
Look up, look up
I keep falling
Look up, look up
I keep falling down
All alone
So cruel
So cruel
So cruel
All alone
I could’ve spoken up I guess
Could not have given any less
And now I’m feeling such a fool, you know
Believing that you ever felt a thing for me was cruel
I am sore and I am burned
And this is everything I’ve learned
And now I’m feeling such a fool, you know
Believing that you ever felt a thing for me was cruel
Dancer in the dark
Dancer in the dark
Dancer in the dark all alone
Dancer in the dark
Dancer in the dark
Dancer in the dark all alone
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9. |
Already Gone
05:15
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It's the way you tell a story
That gets us all hooked
Hook, line and sinker
Captivating when you're holding court
You give this look
Shrewd as a splinter
I know how cold you get
How cold you go
I know how sad you get,
How sad you go, you go, you go
If you're already gone
can I have
just one last
moment to say
I love you
I understand, I do
It's the way you push your shoulders back
And puff your chest
As proud as a robin
It's the way you never back down from an argument
It’s your God-given right to be right
I know how dark you get,
How dark you go
I know how hard it is,
How hard it gets, it gets for you
If you're already gone
can I have
just one last
moment to say
I love you
I understand, I do
I love you
I miss you
I love you, I do
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10. |
Rabbit in a Headlight
04:44
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I recall many years ago
When I was living in a bubble - a utopia
Running ‘round the city
and absorbing every little bit of
Ecstasy, young and free, happy
Looking back, I was so invincible
And nothing was impossible - I tried it all
No fear of repercussions
Every night an introduction
To somebody new, I could do no wrong
Like a fossil
I’ve been living underground
Hoping I’ll be found someday
Don’t take a genius
To figure this out
I’m drowning in this doubt of mine
I don’t feel right, I don’t feel right
(I don’t feel right, I don’t feel right)
Like a rabbit in a headlight
(Like a rabbit in a headlight)
I don’t feel right, I don’t feel right in myself
Every day, I’d wake up in the morning
Never knowing in the evening what I’d be doing
A liberating feeling
when there isn’t any structure
To define your time, mine was mine, always
Rose-tinted - I know that’s what you’re thinking
And believe me I remember all the bad times too
I wrote this song as therapy
Concluding that primarily
I’ve done my thing; how do I bring the old me back
Like a fossil
I’ve been living underground
Hoping I’ll be found someday
Don’t take a genius
To figure this out
I’m drowning in this doubt of mine
I don’t feel right, I don’t feel right
(I don’t feel right, I don’t feel right)
Like a rabbit in a headlight
(Like a rabbit in a headlight)
I don’t feel right, I don’t feel right in myself
I don’t feel a thing
No euphoria
It don’t mean a thing
In this rabbit hole
Like a fossil
I’ve been living underground
Hoping I’ll be found someday
Don’t take a genius
To figure this out
I’m drowning in this doubt of mine
I don’t feel right, I don’t feel right
(I don’t feel right, I don’t feel right)
Like a rabbit in a headlight
(Like a rabbit in a headlight)
I don’t feel right, I don’t feel right in myself
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11. |
Clear
02:16
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12. |
Older
04:42
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I can still remember when I was seventeen
The whole world right in front of me with velvet skin
I came here for direction but I got lost
I came here for protection at any cost
And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
I got nothing to show, I got nothing to show
And I know, and I know that it’s nobody fault but mine
And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
That the things that you wish for rarely ever come true
I came alive
I had a spark
When I was younger
Now that I am older
Heavy on my shoulders
Hands around my neck
Now there’s nothing left
Sometimes like a thunderstorm everything erupts
A silent rage of mercury within my veins
Trembling hands of paranoia; a cloud of dust
It covers me entirely like empty lust
And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
I was looking for somebody, looking for love
And I know, and I know that I ended up all on my own
And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
That the things that you dream of rarely ever come true
I came alive
I had a spark
When I was younger
Now that I am older
Heavy on my shoulders
Hands around my neck
You were the lie
I should’ve told
When I was stronger
Now that I am weaker
Everything is bleaker
Hands around my neck
Now there’s nothing left
If there is a world where we don’t exist within it
If there is a place where we don’t exist within it
If there is a world where we don’t exist within it
If there is a place where we don’t exist within it (take me there)
If there is a world where we don’t exist within it (take me there)
If there is a place where we don’t exist within it (take me there)
I came alive
I had a spark
When I was younger
Now that I am older
Heavy on my shoulders
Hands around my neck
You were the lie
I should’ve told
When I was stronger
Now that I am weaker
Everything is bleaker
Hands around my neck
Now there’s nothing left
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13. |
Extraclear
01:23
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14. |
Better Version of Me
04:56
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You look at me as I am now and then extrapolate
You say there’s good in me but I just want to amputate
The parts that make me sad, the parts I’ve never had
So I can start anew
I have a coping mechanism that I put in place
I remove every emotion from my hollow face
It’s just a thing I do, it’s just a thing I do
When I’m confused
I have a feeling that I’m losing my mind
Cannot deny this is a difficult time
And yet I’m telling everybody I love that I’m fine
I have to pull myself together again
Give something back to all my family and friends
It’s such a pressure on my temporal lobe
But I still have hope
I want to be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day I’ll be free
I’m gonna prove that I’m not already gone
I’m not delirious
I want to be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day you’ll be proud
Instead of saving me from every mistake
I’m deadly serious
And when you break it down you say it’s psychological
I look at things in the wrong way, I’m too illogical
And when it matters most, when it matters most
I fall apart
A broken heart, a broken soul, a broken everything
My inability to mend is at the route of it
If I could find a fix, if I could find a fix
To be a better me
I got a feeling that I’m losing my mind
Cannot deny this is a difficult time
And yet I’m telling everybody I love that I’m fine
I have to pull myself together again
Give something back to all my family and friends
It’s such a pressure on my temporal lobe
But I still have hope
I want to be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day I’ll be free
I’m gonna prove that I’m not already gone
I’m not delirious
I want to be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day you’ll be proud
Instead of saving me from every mistake
I’m deadly serious
I’m going to be who I need to be
Love who I wanna love
Live how I wanna live
Be a better version of me
Be who I need to be
Love who I wanna love
Live how I wanna live
Be a better version of me
Be who I need to be
Love who I wanna love
Live how I wanna live
Be a better version of me
Be who I need to be
Love who I wanna love
Live how I wanna live
Be a better version of me
I want to be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day I’ll be free
I’m gonna prove that I’m not already gone
I’m not delirious
I want to be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day you’ll be proud
Instead of saving me from every mistake
I’m deadly serious
I’m gonna be, be, be, be, be what I wanna to be
Love, love, love, love, who I wanna love
Live, live, live, live, live how I wanna live
Be, be, be, be, be a better version of ….
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15. |
Wretch (Live)
03:21
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In my head
There’s a space
Which is dead
Such a waste
It does not
Occupy
Any rational thoughts
Molecules
Multiply
By my side
I do not
Have the strength
To survive
Save
A wretch like me
And I will be
Eternally grateful
More than you’ll ever know
So please
Save
A wretch like me
Shut your mouth
I’ll shut mine
And in time
We’ll be fine
Too much noise
Only serves
To destroy
I don’t care
Anymore
Such a sad
Place to be
You’re my one
And only
Save
A wretch like me
And I will be
Eternally grateful
More than you’ll ever know
So please
Save
A wretch like me
Who will save a wretch like me
Just hold me to the ground
Who will save a wretch like me
Just hold me to the ground
Save
A wretch like me
And I will be
Eternally grateful
More than you’ll ever know
So please
Save
A wretch like me
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Simon Neilson - Piano and Keys
Barney JC - Guitar/Bass
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